The Moment of Reminiscence

Yes, now is the moment for me to reminisce the events that happened in my life. A series of unfortunate events. Some important events that had somehow readjust my life and some had changed my life forever. Important of all, it’s the people around me that I should treasure for being there when our life line intersected. It's not that I have to recall the past and upset about the things that already happened. Because I already live to the fact that what had happened is irreversible. And that's me. Even though I might sound like I never let go of the past, but I learnt to live with it. Besides, that's the most important thing to deal with to recover the pain of living life full of disappointment.

I could say that what I had been through is a journey that I would never thought of looking back. But, it’s not fair to me to think that what I had been is the worst case after all. I always believe that God loves me more than other fortunate people. And I always believe that what I had been through is an education to make me a better person. Filled with humanity, love and understanding. I learnt to live with humbleness but always with regards of a virtue.

This is to all the people who had been very nice to me through bad and trying times. Through my upside down. Shared the laughter and pain. Especially to those who had cried together with me when I need a shoulder to cry on. I don't need your strength to enlighten me up. But I need to share the tears. Even though some people don't agree to fall apart. Trust me it’s the most you can do when things got hard and you are vulnerable at times.

To those people who never stop loving me. And touch me with your helping hand. With all the methods and medium you could offer to settle my problems. Even when I had everything to pay it back, it can never compare to the favours you did for me. Only the blessed God may compare to your kindness. I never doubt your sincerity. Let God be the judges.

To friends and foes. You guys are the light of my life. Only the difference is its two kind of light that guide my way. A friend can be someone who takes me to the right journey even though they can always be the one who make me lost. A foe can be someone who made me fell prey to cold-blooded revenge and always want to see me fall. But, guys you always the one who made me see myself from within. Thank you for making me a fighter. I am stronger and stronger.

To my “ex-lovers” and those who turned me down. Thank you for being someone important in my life. Someone I can offer my heart with love and life. I never stop loving each and every one of you. No matter how bad you put me through. Such misery and suffocation. I understand that's the rule of loving and being loved. Love hurts. But I will always keep on looking for love. Because the only things that put color in my life is love. I always pray for your success and hope that you meet someone who can always tolerate your needs and fit in what you've been looking for: may be there's a quality that you've been looking for that never existed in me.

To my family members. I doubt it that you guys gonna read this note. And I doubt it that you guys will ever understand the sh*t that I had been through. But it’s the least of our concern now right? I'm so sorry that we have to deal with such events that make us even weaker and weaker. My love never changed no matter how big the changes we had to face. I'm so sorry that the most I can offer is the least that I can do.

To my lil sister, I never blame you my dear for the conditions, the decisions and the path that you preferred. This is because I love u so much. I will support you with all the love that I have. It may seem that I'm the only survival of the madness, but I want you to keep reaching to the edge where you can escape from the disappointment.

To my mother, like it has always been. I will always be there for you even though it’s the most I can offer. I know that you always proud of me. But I will, and swear that I will give you the life that you deserve. I will return all the faith you gave in. I will make sure what you had been through is worth a wait. Mom, they doubt my love to you. But know this; you are the one and only person that I love of my whole life. Not a wife to replace your loves. Not a lover to compare to you. And not a friend that will give me the best thing in my life. You are the best for me. You are the strongest person I’ve ever met. And I know for each drop of your tears, it will take you to the best place in heaven. This is my promise mom. Please stay until the right-est moment come.

This is the moment of reminiscence. Yet the path that I have to take is far away. I am ready to venture the rest.

I cant hold my thesis any longer..

Alright, I admit it. I’ve been keeping on my thesis for the Academic Writing subject and I’ve spent the last 2 months doing it and yeah im doing quite well at putting it off. But the time has come and I find myself piled elbow-deep in stacks of books and papers. That doesn’t mean, of course, that I have discontinued my long-cultivated habit of procrastination. In fact, I have found this blog to be an excellent way for me to simultaneously avoid working on my thesis and still feel as though I’m being very productive haha=P. It’s like I work for nothing - I’m expending a lot of energy, but I’m not really getting where I need to go.

Well, in case you’re curious, my thesis topic is still somewhat smushy in my mind, but pretty much it has to do with the communication, philanthropy, and PR. I think it’s cool (tho its not!) U know what..my proposal on different topic have been rejected for few times by my advisor… pity me. I don’t know whether I should be grateful for having her as my advisor or shall I be sad?uhuk..is it my fault if she don’t like the topic?im trying my best that I can to choose a topic and it took me a day for 1 proposal.uhukk..i want to cry… While other classmate dh masuk lit review and preparing questionnaire, im still struggling for my proposal approval.. For 1 week, she want me to show her at least 4 proposal on diff topic for her to choose which one she think suitable for me. Sometime I GERRAMM sgt..why me? Why senior2 sblm ni yg dpt die blh je proceed? Mybe salah i..mybe i tak pandai buat research.mybe I taktau pilih suitable topic, mybe I don’t know what she like n what she dnt like, mybe I tk brsungguh2, mybe I lembab sgt, mybe I buat thesis ni juz for the sake of doing it,its not right…sume salah i..guys..i feel so down…somebody pls tell me where did I go wrong?? Again..i wanted to cry..i feel so stressed..byk lg asgmnt lain yg prlu dibuat.bkn thesis ni je..

Dahla,penat nk sedih lg..gotta be strong..Hmm I wont give up! I want to finish it by the end of this sem..

If all good things come to an end, then my time of blissful dalliance seems to be up. I’m making a promise - I’m going to get my rear in gear. Please, for my sake, hold me to it.

Alright now i need a hug from my bunny ....She’s d only one who can cheer me up!..owh baby...

Dont be a crazy girl!

Serenity Now!!

Ok crazy rant over and out

HEBATNYA BANGSA MELAYU

Lee Chong Wei telah berjaya meraih pingat perak di sukan Olimpik Beijing sekaligus mendapat habuan besar RM300,000 dan ditambah lagi RM3,000 pencen seumur hidup yang akan bermula 1 September 2008. Kita turut berbangga dengan kejayaan ini. Sedar atau tidak disebalik kejayaan Lee Chong Wei ini adalah kerana hebatnya jurulatih beliau iaitu Misbun Sidik. Sebelum ini Lee Chong Wei pernah dilatih oleh jurulatih yang sebangsa dengannya, namun telah berlaku pertelagahan antara mereka mengakibatkan kemerosotan pemain tersebut. Ini merupakan satu contoh dari beribu kejayaan yang telah dicapai oleh bangsa Melayu. Saya bukan nak timbulkan isu perkauman disini. Tetapi saya ingin menegaskan bahawa hebatnya orang Melayu dalam melaksanakan sesuatu tugas jika ia percaya kepada dirinya dan dibuat dengan bersunguh-sunguh. Walau sukar mana pun ia akan capai kejayaan. Sebagai orang Islam setiap kesukaran yang dihadapi adalah ujian daripada Allah. Allah tidak akan menguji hambaNya kepada sesuatu yang tidak boleh dilaksanakan oleh seseorang itu. Oleh itu kenapa harus kita takut hadapi cabaran???

Apa yang ingin saya katakan di sini, kita sebagai kaum bumiputra janganlah mudah mengalah sebelum melaksanakan sesuatu tugasan yang diamanahkan kepada kita. Sikap yang sebeginilah yang mendorong kepada isu UiTM dibuka 10% kepada kaum lain. Orang Melayu Bumiputra sendiri tidak yakin dengan keupayaan bangsanya sendiri. Saya begitu yakin dengan bangsa saya sendiri walaupun sering kali dizalimi oleh bangsa sendiri. Pepatah Melayu “Dalam setandan pisang mesti ada yang busuk” oleh itu orang yang suka zalimi bangsa sendiri itulah “sipisang busuk” itu. Saya rasa bersyukur kerana saya diberitahu satu kata keramat oleh seorang jurulatih saya walau pun kejam orangnya tapi kata-katanya amat bermakna kepada saya; “Never say NO before you try it first, if you FAIL you must do it again until the mission accomplish”. Oleh itu fikirlah sendiri, adakah kita nak jadi “sipisang busuk” atau pisang-pisang yang baik dalam setandan pisang… Sesunguhnya yang baik itu dari Allah dan yang buruk itu dari kelemahan saya sendiri. Ini pandangan peribadi saya, saya sedih lihat pertelagahan sesama bangsa kita kaum bumiputra.

lets kutuk aur gemuk!!!

i'm opening diz post jz 2 get ur honest view on me..u may say evrytg. this is d way for me to know my fault n try to improve myself...jz be as laser as u can...!tenx...(untuk semua komen2 kejam yg bakal diterima, aku dah maafkan korg. ak xkan bdendam.janji!huhu)

viva Malaysia! feel d olympic spirit...

hello guys...r u noticed dat we r now in Olympic fever? cmon guys, evendo u know notg abt sports, diz is 1 of world agenda. better u guys find out a bit of this before people assume u as 'katak bwh tempurung'...
as a sport fan, i'm excited to follow the olympic games bcoz of many reason. 1st, this is d place where we can realy feel the pride of being malaysian. sriusly, when we watch our athlete compete with other world class athlete, we'll feel proud. obviously, we malaysian are lack in d aspect of physical, but at least world cud see that the Malaysian strenght is actually on ur passion and determination..its true. 4 instance, look at the cycling event,the size of european cycler is 2x bigger than ours..hwver, wit strong determination, our cycler had lose only by a half meter to the gold medalist. i'm proud to see dat...
1 more things, olympic is d best place to see a lot of happiness tears. i'm tired of looking at sadness cries, n somtms hypocrite cries...huhu its actually a wonderful feling when u raise ur hand on d top of d podium. i can feel it...one of the most magic feeling for me is winning! i luv 2 win...it shows dat we r d best..
so, 4 those who don knw anytg abt olympic, actly we can learn how to be positive by watching this games. the passion to win gold medal, to be the no 1, to be d best wiil be d great courage for us 2 b success...

I Miss......

Hi everyone!!

happy holiday!!i'm sure most of us 'blk kampung' right?i'm not...huhu!now at KL lepak my aunty's home...I miss my mum,dad,siss...n our cats! i'm not blk kampung becoz i've many things to do here...if i blk kampung...i do nothing...i'll not done my asgmt,academic writing...coz blk kampung for holiday right? ;-)

for all my classmates...happy holiday!!take care yaa!

Mindset

Last Friday morning, some of us went to Perception Management which is one of PR agency. I learned lots of things from this visit and didn’t expect it would change my mindset. I always thought that language could be the biggest constraint for me if I want to have my internship at PR agency. I never imagine going to PR agency. However, they have changed my mindset in just a second. It is so sudden and hey! I want to have my internship at PR agency. Previously, the reason I don’t want to have my internship at PR agency because of my so-so English. I am so inferior about that. I guess that is the main reason we don’t want to go for internship at PR agency. But it is not a constraint anymore. The most important thing is the way you think and express your ideas. Language can be improved time by time. Perhaps we might face the most embarrassing moment when we say something is incorrect. Yet, when time goes by, the most embarrassing moment will turn to the sweetest and funniest memory. Just don’t give up giving a try and allowing other people correct you. I’ll try my best to get into PR agency for internship. InsyaAllah, if there is sincerity in your intention, God will always help us.

WHEN I GROW UP..

Hi there..

Something crossed my mind tonight.. I suddenly remembered the day my teacher asked me what I want to be when I grow up.. I said I want to be a teacher( very cliché).. I even mentioned I wanted to become a ‘postman’ and a ‘sailorman’..

As time goes by, my ambition changed.. If you asked me now, I can say that I want TOYOTA HARRIER!!.. Instead of considering my actual profession, I rather dreamt about a car!!!.. ayoo.. How am I suppose to buy a car without a stable profession.. What is my ambition, actually?.. Do I end up doing PR?.. I do not have the answer.. Or am I might end up as a postman or a sailorman?!!.. I neither have the answer..

My family thrilled when they knew that I'm furthering my study in Uitm.. They said that, I can have a better job and position soon.. But my current pointer has not giving me any bright omen saying that I’m going to be fine (I noticed it by the time I completing my resume).. Am I going to disappoint my family then??..

Instead of thinking about all the silly thing happens around me (betrayal, disappointment, depress, biasness, angriness, liars), I think I have another important thing to think about.. My actual ambition..

KAWAN-KAWAN..
What is your REAL ambition??..
Are you going to disappoint your family too???...

what da very bizi life...now...

Halooha..!!
Actually, i've have nothing to share wif all of u right now..i feel so tension and stress. This week i feel so 'suck', everything need to rush on and i do not have enough time for my own. what da...
sometimes, i feel that why i do not have enough time for my own...my life now are totally change!
i go out early in the morning and then come back home at nite...huuu...i'm tired..really tired.
i dunno what u guys feel so, maybe we get the same feeling right now dear...everybody are soooo bizi.

Huhu..my dad just call me and he ask why i never call them (mom & dad)..for a quiet long time. i feel so sad to hear that from him because before this, at least i will call them 4 times in week or if i'm free, i will call them everyday even though i just ask them what are their doing. when my dad ask me like that, i notice that i have no time for my own actually...but, i need to finish up all my assignments, my case study and the most important thing my thesis!! everything i need to settle up in a short period of time if i wanna feel more 'free' and comfortable after that laa...heheheee. PASSION!!!

Ayyoq..!

Hi everyone!
I’m so sorry coz too late to post my blog...Emm...What yaa..? Of coz it’s fun for having this blog...
Actually I’ve no idea...ok..I’ve 1 thing want to share..about my priority – it’s my FAMILY..! Ayyoq..! priority ke..?? Hmm...Everything I do and don’t, I’ll think about my family first, especially my mum, I luv her so much. Y? Am I not enough ‘matured’ in making any decision? Not really...but if anything happened, no matter good or bad...family will always come first..with us, to give support...

But sometimes, as a human being, I was ‘inattentive’. Hmm...I’m not forgot my family but at times I just being selfish, by ‘unintentionally’. I thought I can handle whatever by myself coz I want to prove that I can be ‘independent’. But trust me...sometimes we can’t. Most of the things that we do, we must think about our family first. No matter how bad we are, not matter how frustrated we are, nobody will with us then, except the only our FAMILY... I luv all of you - Pa, Ma, Bey, Ya n Dik!

So what do U think..family is always first right?

(Ayyoq..!! ape aku merepek ni..huhu..!)

It's Thursday already?!

Hello everyone,

I was reading all the entries posted in this blog so far. Kudos to all for being honest to yourself and others. I felt some of your pain and hardship. I understand. Been there and done that, remember? Hmm...my advice is this is part of your learning process. Life lessons that you can't avoid but try your best to go through it with a bang and in one piece of course! You need to be strong and be happy! This is suppose to be the best time of your life. Time flies when you are having fun..they say. When everything else fails and you feel alone, remember that you are not and there's still God. Talk to HIM. It'll be alright. Alright..enough soppy stuff. I just wanted to share what happened this morning. It has something to do with time. Time flies and my baby girl is growing up so fast. I took her to school and as she dragged herself and her heavy bag with her, i walked by her side. My usual phrases would be- Have fun in school and i love you baby. I would kiss her head and let her walk up the stairs. This morning i muttered that phrases to her and i kissed her head and both her cheeks. She shrug off and look up to me and said- "mummy, you are embarrasing me". My six year old (she'll be seven in October. Me and my denial of having her grow up too fast, i refuse to acknowledge that she's seven until her birthday!) said that to me. They were a couple of groups of students around us. I smiled and told her that - i will hug you and kiss you even when you are a grandma. She laughed and shook her head and walk up the stairs. My baby is growing up too fast. So this break, go home and hug and kiss your parents... and let them hug and kiss you too. You'll never be too old for a hug and kiss from your family and friends. It helps make the world a little brighter! Chao! Have a good break and catch up on some sleep k.

2.00 A.M.

It's 2A.M. right now...my group mate and I are still trying to do our proposal for our class project and we just were too extremely extremely tired and sleepy... sigh..Imagine spending your whole night trying to think so many things which you are so worried that you might have deleted away the important points and leaving all the nonsense in the assignment...

Right now, I just so tired and sleepy and stressed out..my brains have been working overtime for the past few weeks and it's not gonna end today even though it's the due date for my assignment...

You wana know why??

It's cuz I have another assignment due the following week!! which I have yet to start..haiz. lucky thing is that it's a group assignment..I just can't imagine myself doing that assignment alone. It would be practically suicide. yes it would!!

All I need right now is something that can de-stress me...it could be shopping, spa *if i ever have to money*, watching movies *if i have a teman and time*, lazing around doing nothing..or even a plain ol' hug.

Yea..i think i can settle with a HUG. Anyone giving free hugs? wtf.

I NEED A HUG!! :(

p.s: miss my dearies. i need hugs from you :(

life will be much sweeter...

Does it ever cross your mind,that life will be much sweeter with hardship and obtacles that we face? depends on how u want to perceive it...but to me life without hardship will make me feel that there is no spice in our life... i take this word from someone that i respect and thank to him i realize it sooner rather than keep complaining bout the hardship in life...just imagine that u been doing the same old thing everyday,without having any problem...isn't will make us feel that there is nothing interesting in our life..well that how life should be..make all the work and tasks as part of our responsibility and try to manage it rather than complaining about it..well we only normal human being right?we never fail from doing mistakes,but the best people is the one that not repeating the same mistakes...so learn from our mistakes.

thnkz u guys for being the greatest teacher in my life, i learn a lot from each and everyone of u
hope that,this will not be the end...but the beginning in this journey call life for today and hereafter...

may god bless u always n forever

fwenship...

..hiy every0ne..well..it seems like..ceyh..dah ramai p0st lar...
hmm...f0r m0i 1st entry..lets talk ab0ut fwenship..
hahax..unless i've a better subject lar...

friends..ders a l0t kind 0f fwens...
hmm...sumtimes...friend in need is a friend indeed..
sumtimes..hypocrite..sumtimes s0oo000 nice..
but f0r m0i...i have my 0wn fwens..i mean true fwens ya!
..back at skewl tyme and even in uitm..mybesties are 0lwaz here...
seri0usly...i've learnt l0tsa things b0ut fwenship..especially in myclaz lar...
...like dat 25 said..i dunn0 wh0 she is...but its true..wut g0es ar0und..c0mes ar0und..
juz wait n see...i mean n0t n0w but myb in da future l0rr..

...hmph...juz wanna share sumthin wiv every0ne lar..
..myf0rm6 teacher Mrs.Mani Mahgali 0lwaz remind us dat..
ceyh..i still remember my f0rm teacher keyh,..
she said...u all...nanti wen u all in uni..make fwens..but...ders a but ya..
dun be t00 nice ..n please..manners..ur manners are important..
n in uder w0rds..baik berpada-pada...jahat jgn sekali..
dun easily trust people sangat lar..unless u n0e ur true friends..dats all she said..

in uder words..people made mistakes..pe0ple change!
based fr0m my experience lar ..i dun p0int t0 any0ne lar k..
actually i dah xde p0int dah p0wn..hahax...
pape p0wn..i l0ve mybesties..myh0uzemates..hehex..i have l0tsa fwens..
but hey i l0ve diz claz t00 l0rr..

p/s baca tiz p0em tau........

TRUE FRIENDSHIP
True friends are for life
Until the end They're more than special They're your bestest friends.
They're the ones you can go to When you're in despair
The ones that'll help you Even when you got gum in your hair!
They're the ones who'll laugh
And go laughing with you all through the night
The ones who'll help you Help you with all their might
have a good friend
You have to be one So be nice to one another
So you can be friends forever
And that\'s how to be the best friend you can be.........b0ns0ir..

Holla..

hi guys...
nice to see all of u speak out ur voice
but i juz want to share something..
for me..each n everyone of us..have difference..
we can't judge people with their physical appearance
be honest when u want to build any relationship..go on
if not interested..just stay away..dont try2..i hate it
today..i feel so tired..i can't wait for midterm break..yahoo..
i hope after comeback from break..we can be more positive person..
no need to fight each other..we are now 22..be matured..
OraiT...see u again..

Thank you so much to Allah S.W.T...

I cry silently..i cry inside of me..i cry hopelessly..
coz i've never thought dat life could be so hard..it is just my luck..
from da first time i step into uitm, everythings change..i wonder why..why am i chosen to be da one..
PR field has taught me a lot about da real life..people are just so nice until we can't feel how they move right in behind our back..slowly n smooth..Ya Allah..its so painful..
Im da type of gal dat choose to have a confrontation n face to face discussion rather than talking at da back of wall..but den i found out dat every1 is not defective..so do i.
I've forgive every1..4 all da bad things dat people done from my back..n i thank u 4 all of da good things dat people did 2 me..
we r juz an human being..but wat did i regret most is people tends 2 remember abt da bad things dat we did wrong rather than da good things..
Life is unfair..da bad person owes survive but in da end wen da facts, evidence n truths reveal..its going 2 be late..
I don't believe in freedom of speech..according 2 facts oso in malaysian context, it has limitation.
Eventhough we r given chances 2 voice out opinion but i don't think it is necessary 4 those who can't accept others opinion.
Since diz is open minded session, i believe dat we can b open minded n don't take it s a personal bcoz PR should b professional. But somehow or rather, i still stick with da principle of Malaysian constitution where we cannot talk about sensitivity.
Life is ain't easy..so take it or leave it..i've gone through a hard life before..i don't cry anymre..no longer..i don't even wan 2 cry..i don't have a heart 2 cry again..my tears is not enuf anymore..
I believe in God..il thank Allah 4 giving me diz wonderful life..without it i will never grow stronger n matured..i will still b under my mom's armpit..now n den.
Iam a spoil gal..everything i did i have 2 refer 2 my mom..now not anymore..
MOM...I LOVE U SO MUC..I GROW UP OREDI..
Before i end up, i hop dat diz open minded room give lots of benefits 2 all of my clasmate..study hard..we will never c each other again after graduates..juz hop we can kept a good memories..
Every laughter, joy or pain will b remain...Juz believe in Allah u'll b safe, relief n calm in watever circumstances..my 1st entry has finished.take care.

Time is 'cutting' me a day by day...

Hye everyone..

Well, this is my 1st entry blog.
Yeah.. I dont no how to start it.
But frankly to say here is........

This is the final semester for me to finish my degree...
While next semester I will go to the Practical Training..
Insya-Allah...
Because of that, I know and I realize that I have struggle myself in term of time, money, and etc..

Time management is really important for me..and I know for you guys it is important also...
But for me, I have to manage my time properly to do the projects and an assignments that assigned from Dr. Kiran, Prof Ilias, Puan Saidhatul and of course from Puan Wan Norbani classes..

Academic writing with Puan Yuslinda make me realize about myself why I'm here from the part 1 until part 5... Furthermore, I realize that I less do a research before I started doing my proposal.. It is a challenge for me and I will take her adviced and improve myself as well as I can..

Other then that, I also have a responsible to be a Commander Kesatria Negara.. I got a free college and free food which is RM 4 per day.. This means that I have to give the services to the UiTM... I often to go to the outside work, seminars, forum, debate, marching competition and so on and so far..

Rather then that, I'm the Sekretariat of Faculty.. I have to involve the Faculty Programme and be a committee members such as for Induction Part 1 and next event is Festival FKPM..

Ermm...
Actually.. I'm quit tired to be active anymore..But I have to contribute to all my stuff and it is my responsibility towards UiTM as a good student..

Teknologi yang boleh membawa padah....

• Kebanyakkan telefon dilengkapi bluetooth/infrared atau pun kabel yg senang utk kita pindah turun lagu, gambar, video dan lain lain. Ada sebahagian org suka simpan koleksi gambar 'peribadi' & video 'peribadi' bersama pasangan menggunakan hphone yg 'canggih manggih' ini. Ada juga yg suka hantar phone ke kedai utk masukkan lagu kesukaan atau video kesukaan kat kedai tanpa menyedari padah yg bakal mengundang 'kemaluan' seumur hayat. So, bagi yang suka simpan koleksi gambar 'peribadi' & video 'peribadi', dan suka hantar phone ke kedai....sedari lah, anda mungkin ingat orang lain tidak tahu, tetapi satu Malaya sudah mengenali anda.........
• Sejenis peranti Bluetooth pada komputer.
• Bluetooth 'menyambungkan' komputer & telefon dan berkomunikasi secara 'tanpa wayar'.
• Komputer pula dapat menyelongkar segenap pelusuk & isi perut telefon anda tak kira lah dimana sahaja fail fail 'sulit' anda itu disimpan, selain memasukkan virus ke telefon anda agar perisian telefon ini menjadi 'gila' dan anda akan datang ke kedai lagi untuk 'repair'. ( taukey dapat duit lagi laaaaa...) Segalanya dilakukan tanpa anda ketahui, lagu anda dapat, duit anda bayar, maruah anda mungkin juga 'diambil' bersama...... fikir fikirkanlah ye.... adios

Sighness...Burdennnnn...

hmmm...
i jz dun understand y....
dun they realize, it so burdening us...
we already got loads of work to be done..
yet, they add up some more...
n d best part is, this work need lots of research and background study..

y do they change huh??
anyone??
i jz dun understand...
y dun they jz ask us to do it during our internship??
isn't that would be much easier??
which we already exposed to the outside world..specifically, the PR industry...

to those who made the changes...
congratss...
you've done really good job..

-XOXO-

Random thoughts

I seriously have no idea what to talk about here. Since this is my first entry maybe i should just blab about whatever that comes in my mind.

Probably many have noticed that I am a very opinionated about most things. It doesn't matter whether my opinion is acceptable or not but i will just say it. Maybe some of you should do it to. It helps so much in stimulating your mind to become more active rather than passive. Remember what our lecturers have said? PR person should be proactive! not the other way around.

I learned so many things since the first day i enrolled myself in UiTM. From good one to bad ones. Its all considered as my most precious experience. I think I've grew so much since then.

Conversation is good especially good engaging conversation. I learn most from conversing with people coz I'm not much of a reader. But you have to balance it out. Don't just talk about crappy stuff, do talk about serious stuff. You obviously do not want to be mistakenly acknowledge as some "blonde", right?

Then again, its a free country. People can talk about whatever their heart desires. You can't stop them from saying or assuming bad stuff about you. I guess its a human nature. I have to admit that sometimes I do it too and don't deny that you does it either. Like I said, we're only human.

The most important thing that I kept as my principle of life is that no matter where you are or who you befriended with. Never ever change who you truly are. People remember you more if you are true to yourself.

Again my fellow classmate, this is just a random thought. Take it as an advice if you think it is relevance to you or you can just ignore it if want. Have it your way.

Guten Tag und Aufwiedesehen for now people.

Cheers!

P/s: I think this blog is a very good idea. It keeps us connected to one another.

envy...

envy..
y we still be living in the world of envy'ness'? i just dun understand y.. why dun ppl just live their life to the fullest, be good to others and stop being nosy about ppl's life. If other ppl are happy with their life and we r not,wat's up wit that?why we have to envy other ppl's success.
stop livin wit envy my beloved frens....stop making other ppl's life miserable just becz ur not havin a gud life.. If ur life doesn't turn out to be like wat u want, dun give up. Maybe it's not ur turn yet. It's part and parcel of life.
enjoy ur life my dear frens and just think about making ur life better rather than thinking of making other ppl's life miserable juz becz their life was better than urs kan. Take it this way ppl, wat goes around comes around.... remember...Allah tu Maha Adil..

p/s: no heart feelings ppl...not dedicated to anybody pun, it;s just things yang i nak share je,,,

everything is changing

my first blog. yup, and im not sure what to write actually. should i write about the boring stuff or all the gossip that may catch my classmate's attention, which are you guys reading and writing in it.

hurm... it makes me wonder what happend if i wrote all the gossip and what had happend among us these few years back. if i unlock the black dark chest, revealing all darkness that is meant to be burried in silence.

to find out, stay with me... write again soon.

smile =)

i'm running out of time, but at least i've post this.haha XD :

Reason to Smile

How can one smile such sweet smiles,
When one is so saddened by sorrows for miles,
How can I smile the same smiles,
When life brings me nothing but tears,

I wondered for so long,
What reason you had to smile that long,
To keep smiling though troubles come,
And still remain sweet and silently overcome,

It's such a mystery to me,
Your smiles from heaven with glee,
I adore and yet envy thee,
But I'd rather you smile those at me,

I feel happy when I see you smile,
Even if I'm sad and lonely,
Your smiles bring me somewhere,
I don't even know where,

But it was you,
You gave me the reason to smile,
To smile with no reason,
To smile for a smile,

I guess life is just like that,
We need not a reason to smile,
For a smile is the reason itself,
To rejoice and open-heartedly give thanks,

I learned to smile because of you,
Because your smiles bring me joy when blue,
It proves how well and powerful,
A simple sweet smile can become so beautiful,

Smile for the sake of a smile,
Smile for the sake of happiness,
Smile for the sake of life,
Smile because of hope left in life,

Smile my friends,
Smile for me my Love,
Smile those same sweet smiles,
Smile so the world can be a peaceful dove...

by; Lendl Ian Servillon

Full Stop!!

FULL STOP anyone to attack youself!FULL STOP who want to play with youself!FULL STOP to laugh others!FULL STOP making others fool! You feel you are great?You must helps others to show you are the great.Dont laugh them and please donnt make them fool!! Please thinking bacK and go to FITRAH MANUSIA.. all you got in life anytime can be missing if you not "BERSYUKUR".. so,that happen to anybody..This text just for remenber..So you in that group? LU FIKIR LA SENDIRI..

hmmm..actually,,,

i've joined dis class since last semester,they're all kind hearted,willing to help,and happy go lucky as well,although they call me as kak amni,but im not that old lar,sebaya diorang jer,but its ok because i've been their senior before.Luckily,during my senior session,i've never bully junior,and show my seniority like other senior as well,so its not that hard to join ur class now.
live is karma,when i was with my lastclassmates,they treat me like their youngest sis,because i was the youngest among them due to my d.o.b.i speak a lot,share my opinions with them ,i do whatever i wanna do,and they really take care of me,i really miss saufi,shahrill,hafiz,enki,lidya,mimi,amy thong and asif,(tak jumper dah kawan mcm korg)
but now at dis moment ,i haf to be "somebody" else,i dun noe lar,,there got a lot of barriers in my life now,with my new status,new phase interfere,ive to take care of other people feelings too...n learn to be "independence..."
i'll try all my best in order to get involve and apart of all of you...
tenx for being nice...

Hello!

Hm... i learned two things today. One that plastic just doesnt mean a material that will still be here even when we are long gone and decomposed. It is also not a bag that we can no longer do without. But we have to try people. try! I also learned that i look like a cat! Anyway, i am glad that all of you are participating in this blog. Well not all yet but soon all of you will. It's ok to be a little emotional as long as you are being yourself but we have to be objective also right... It's a bit gloomy today because of the haze and i think it's gonna rain. I like these cool weather but not the haze. So let's hope that this week will be a good week for all of us. I am writing today just to say hello! I'll write soon. It's early and i havent had breakfast yet and coffee. caffeine makes me a little hyper. And i have to see you in 5 minutes time! chao!

I HATE TECHNOLOGY!

Once I heard the name of the subject, I felt like having a fever. It’s New Media Technology! I’m dying….. You must be wondering why I said that. Actually, I’m not a techno savvy but I do know basic things about computer. You list to me any form of new technologies, for sure I don’t know. Perhaps I may have heard about it but do not know what exactly they are all about. My computer skills just developed since I started studying in university. I never attend any computer class like Amni did. She was so lucky to have the opportunity to go to computer class at the age of five! My goodness at that age I don’t even know what computer is. What I hate about technology is, it keeps on changing rapidly. Today they come up with this and next day they come up with that. I don’t have strength to run for it.

Besides, I don’t even have any social networking like friendster and myspace. My friends, especially Dayang and Izyan always make fool of this. They said I’m conservative and “Buta IT”. But I don’t care. I believe those people who make friends in this ‘alam maya’ don’t have enough interpersonal communication skill. Hahahahaha…. no offence.

However, this semester I can’t escape anymore. By hook or by crook I need to have internet social networking. Dr Kiran assigned us to set up a blog. Same goes for this subject, Pn Bani asked us to have website, blog, internet social networking etc. Therefore I sign up for facebook. Unfortunately, Famy saw me set up my facebook. He being cynical and make laugh of it. “Zul ada facebook ni….Zul cakap tak serupa bikin…..Dulu kata itu la ini la….Wah dah maju ni…. He keeps teasing me. What can I do? I just smile. But deep inside I felt like to give a punch on his face. Wish I could do that.

Though, I do realize technologies change us. We can’t refuse their presence or else they force you to accept their presence just like in my case. Now I think I’m good enough in handling my blog, facebook, Yahoo Messenger (YM) and even my email. Before this I have sign up three email but the accounts have been closed because they are not active. But now, I can get around 10 emails a day. What an improvement! My group members and I even have group discussion through YM, me and lobo in Baiduri, Sue in Teratai while Izyan and Dayang in section 7. So its proven technology makes life easy.

i love my class!!!

huhuhuu.....
for me, staying in this class make me proud and lucky to have a lot of friends... i hope after we all have graduate, we will still keep in touch yarr... dgr x kwn2 ahahahahahahaaa....

people change!

so happy to know that somebody are aware about the plastic phenomenal in our class. dont blame others if they changed. just start thinking of ourselves first, then start questioning about others. look, no matter how nice u r pretend to be, how budak kampung u r n how many layers tudung that u r wearing, the bottomline is ur heart. everybody have hidden agenda bt smtimes, the most 'nice looking' person is the real evil!huhu sokay, i like everybody in our class. u all jz play ur own character in this opera. u all taught me so much guys...i'm now a lot stronger than before. i want to be on d top of diz world one day, and i really want to see all of u guys being there as well. anyway...thanks guys 4 colour light up mylife. i'll never 4get everytg u all hv done to me. friends forever!

I HATE EACH AND ONE OF YOU

I hate each and one of you.. I can’t believe why on earth I know you, you and you.. And why am I supposed to know you.. This is completely wrong, wrong and wrong.. Go away and live your own life you ‘kittens’!!!..

My sister always say that.. she hate cats.. the reason is, their ‘dropping’ can be seen almost everywhere inside the house and not forgetting the ‘pee’ as well.. the only person who has to clean it up, my sister herself.. that is why she hate them the MOST..but it was 6 years ago.. now she has moved out, with her new family..she’s a wife of somebody now.. I miss her..

Hehe..i bet you guys felt ‘tertipu’ sekarang..sori la you guys..i need to come out with catchy title, then you guys will open my post..

Emm..my actual topic for today is..NICOLE SCHERZINGER..she’s a singer..PUSSY CAT DOLL..Korang tau kan..Abang Setia tau tak Nicole ni bang?..huhu..jangan marah bang..Do you guys know that or do you guys notice that somebody do looks like her..

The answer..PN. NORBANI!!!..

But one thing for sure, both of them are very differant kind of person..I respect Pn Norbani the most compare to Nicole..

May be you guys are not agree with me, but.. hey, that is what i saw.. Pn Norbani reminds me alot of Nicole..

Graduation day-- cant wait!

why's it so gloomy in here? lets talk about something fun & interesting. we are going to graduate in....(i need to check my calendar)..9 months!yipiiiieee...!yahoooo....!so wat if we have to wait another 9 more months for it to happen. we are going to graduate! because personally, i cant wait. just thinking about it makes me want to get down on my knees and pray to God that He'll make me pass all my subjects and put on that square hat,get that certificate of mine and jump on the scooter (which in reality i never own one)and scoot away from here. anybody feelin the same way as i do? or...am i the only one feeling this way?

Immature

Honestly, I found all my classmates are so childish and immature (only certain people who are not). I don’t understand why things happen like this in our class. Its our final year so why cant everyone see what is wrong with our class? We should be ashamed of ourselves. For all these years, I’ve seen all the good and bad things in our class. Take for example, I can say that most of us have change our best friend. You can see when in Part 1,we were close with this person, in part 2, we close with others, then had a problem in Part 3, separated then found a new best friend. Sesape yg terase..ehem ehem.trmasuklah saye huhuhhuu..All this thing goin on and on and on. We often say something bad about that person and this person. But we don’t realize that we are showing the bad side of ourselves. People often judge us by what we are saying. You cant expect people to hate somebody as much as you do. Im so sick of people who come to me and gossiping about other people. I really not interested to hear anything about them. Me and my housemate are very close and we understand each other well and im afraid if people are envy with us. Who knows..all this problematic are just so sickening. So guys, think ok..we’re not in a high school anymore..just appreciate this very little moment we have with respect on each other and don’t be too selfish..tak rugi pun kan?

OPEN MINDED VS PLASTIC

Are you open minded or plastic? Believed or not, many people said he/she are open minded but in reality they are plastic…. So those people this type of attitude we should delete them from our list. Be what you want to be, if you are open minded please be real open minded. Maybe it's right or not, this attitude happen because our culture, we always try to saving face...???