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Tuesday 12 August 2008

Thank you so much to Allah S.W.T...

I cry silently..i cry inside of me..i cry hopelessly..
coz i've never thought dat life could be so hard..it is just my luck..
from da first time i step into uitm, everythings change..i wonder why..why am i chosen to be da one..
PR field has taught me a lot about da real life..people are just so nice until we can't feel how they move right in behind our back..slowly n smooth..Ya Allah..its so painful..
Im da type of gal dat choose to have a confrontation n face to face discussion rather than talking at da back of wall..but den i found out dat every1 is not defective..so do i.
I've forgive every1..4 all da bad things dat people done from my back..n i thank u 4 all of da good things dat people did 2 me..
we r juz an human being..but wat did i regret most is people tends 2 remember abt da bad things dat we did wrong rather than da good things..
Life is unfair..da bad person owes survive but in da end wen da facts, evidence n truths reveal..its going 2 be late..
I don't believe in freedom of speech..according 2 facts oso in malaysian context, it has limitation.
Eventhough we r given chances 2 voice out opinion but i don't think it is necessary 4 those who can't accept others opinion.
Since diz is open minded session, i believe dat we can b open minded n don't take it s a personal bcoz PR should b professional. But somehow or rather, i still stick with da principle of Malaysian constitution where we cannot talk about sensitivity.
Life is ain't easy..so take it or leave it..i've gone through a hard life before..i don't cry anymre..no longer..i don't even wan 2 cry..i don't have a heart 2 cry again..my tears is not enuf anymore..
I believe in God..il thank Allah 4 giving me diz wonderful life..without it i will never grow stronger n matured..i will still b under my mom's armpit..now n den.
Iam a spoil gal..everything i did i have 2 refer 2 my mom..now not anymore..
MOM...I LOVE U SO MUC..I GROW UP OREDI..
Before i end up, i hop dat diz open minded room give lots of benefits 2 all of my clasmate..study hard..we will never c each other again after graduates..juz hop we can kept a good memories..
Every laughter, joy or pain will b remain...Juz believe in Allah u'll b safe, relief n calm in watever circumstances..my 1st entry has finished.take care.

4 comments:

Class PRO 622 said...

sha,u've been thru dis before, and yet u're still here. so take it all in a stride, coz u can. life in the university won't kill u. as the saying goes, what makes you won't break you.
~manda~

Class PRO 622 said...

sha...life is likes that...what u need to do is u must be strong and don't ever do something that makes people around u 'destroy' ur life...everyone is like that, they will 'push' u down if they want it. Just be strong and remember that, ALLAH is always besides u...and don't ever trust other if u do not trust urself dear...as long as i know u sha, u are so 'naif' gurl and sometimes i always told u...do what u wanna do and fight for ur own benefits (if u still remember laa)..don't ever bergantung n berharap dgn org laen sha...u think for others lots but not for ur own. ~REDTOMATOES~

Richie Spices said...

you are a strong girl..

and dont ever give up too easy as if you dont try anything to overcome all your hardship.

you are born in the year of a tiger, so you will control the people around you, not them.

all the best and good luck..

Class PRO 622 said...

sya.,dont merungut everytime u faced difficulties..tuhan akan sentiasa menguji orang2 yang dia sayang..syukurlah coz tuhan stil syg kat u...

-aur-