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Sunday 31 August 2008

saya takut tgk dia membesar..!!!





blog kali nie sha nak type dlm bm..huhu.bleh kan?

mesti suma tertanya2..ape sebenarnye yg sha try sampaikan..

nie lah adik sha..die skrg form 2 n semakin meningkat remaja..sha sayang sgt kat die..ape yg sha takut zaman skrg da berubah.sha takut sgt die terpengaruh dgn benda2 yg x elok.

die best student kat kolej n dpt straigth A's upsr.mmg die pandai..sha mengaku,dlm adik beradik sha je yg plg ketinggalan.my older sis amik law kat um, my bro 2x masuk u..1st uitm law jgak n den unimas international business pastu die quit coz dpt twrn keje bank rakyat.now smbung pjj pulak.rezeki die sentiasa ade coz die punye result bagus n good looking guy.

yg menjadi masalah skrg,sha takut tgk adik sha da semakin membesar..sha xnak die jd spoil..sha takut sgt2.sha paham time mcm nie perkembgn hormon n die cepat try benda yg bukan2..

rasenye u all suma yg ade adik pun rase risau apabila die org da menigkat remaja..

kite penah mengalami zmn macam nie kite da tau ape yg die org rase..if kena marah ckit die org mudah memberontak..ish2..
moral value---build a good relationship with ur siblings..especially yg ade adik umo mcm adik sha.insyaallah..she's okay..

tu je..bye.

Friday 29 August 2008

ramadhan 2008`



Do'a malaikat Jibril menjelang Ramadhan "Ya Allah tolong abaikan puasa
umat Muhammad, apabila sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan dia tidak melakukan
hal-hal yang berikut”:

* Tidak memohon maaf terlebih dahulu kepada kedua orang tuanya (jika masih ada)
* Tidak berma'afan terlebih dahulu antara suami isteri (jika dah berkahwin)
* Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu dengan orang-orang sekitarnya.

Maka Rasulullah pun mengatakan Amin sebanyak 3 kali. Dapatkah kita
bayangkan, yang berdo'a adalah Malaikat dan yang meng-aminkan adalah
Rasullullah dan para sahabat, dan dilakukan pada hari Jumaat.

Oleh itu saya terlebih dahulu memohon ampun dan maaf jika saya ada berbuat
kesalahan, baik yang tidak di sengaja maupun yang di sengajakan, semoga kita
dapat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan khusyuk, diberkati dan dirahmati Allah
S.W.T, insyaallah.(forwarded from an e-mail)

*yeayea raye2!

the 'COOLEST' hometown!!!

Hola…

I like to share some interesting ‘FEATURES’ which can be only found in Beranang.. I actually live there.. and I love Beranang sooo much..

If you plan to have your holiday, or you might have thought to make Beranang as your second home, the first place that you should step by is.. the one and only..



SETARBAK KOPI..



Beranang is situated in suburban area.. So, not much of infrastructure and technology development can be see here.. But, it doesn’t mean that we are TOTALLY alienated from modernization.. huhu



This Setarbak Kopi shop was actually set for a TV3 show.. The owner (guy in the yellow T-shirt) have been paid monthly fee by TV3 to keep the signage up..


Another interesting fact that I want to share with you about this coffee shop is that…

The neighbour…




Let's take a close up...





Visit Beranang 2008...
Support local product...

Thursday 28 August 2008

Something...Something...Something...

hye...
come again 4 da 2nd tyme...
seems like hav a lot of tyme...
actually i'm runin' out of tyme...
to do all da assignment...

cannot wait to finish dis semester...
cannot wait to go practical...
cannot wait to out for work...
gonna be sum1...
and sum1...hehehe...

hye guyz..
do u realize wit all da things dat happend around us?
everything changes too fast...
sumtimes it's hard to cope wit everything...
but we still need it...
wutever happend...
we still need the needs...

do u noe wut i mean?
"needs make people change"
wut u need?
y u need it?
hw 2 get wut u need?
when ur need will stop?
easy question...
but hard to answer...

wut i want to say is...
recognize ur need...
understand ur need...
plan ur need...
den...
do sumting with ur need...
don't ignore ur need but be ur...
need...

n 1 more things...
don't let ur need...
change u to be...
sum1 dat u don't need to be...

tink about it!
becoz it happend 2 u 2...
open ur eye's...
open ur heart...
we r in the time to change it...

Salut!!!

Wednesday 27 August 2008

"WHAT WE GET IS WHAT WE LOST"

Ello everyone.
Ermmm,
'What we get is what we lost'. (maybe...)

Understand it by yourself. Please enjoy guys while we are in very busy students doing all stuffs to finish this semester. What u all do now is not being repeat for the next. So, hope that we will appreciate what we get and all besides us now.

Betul x?

Tuesday 26 August 2008

Kick it out dude!!!

Holla...
ehem...ehem...(coughing)
hye everybody...
dis is my 1st post in this blog...
maybe it's too late becoz all of u oredy sent a lot of post...
actually i'm always follow dis blog progress...
i also want to create my own post...
but...
i'm waiting da rite tyme for it...
hey...
i'm proud wit u all...
a lot of thing to share...
either personal or anything else...
in da same tyme...
we can noe each others more deeply...
u all hav to remember ya..
people can noe u by ur writing...
so...
it's good for u all to express ur feeling...
people can noe wut u tink...
noe wut ur feeling...
noe wut u want...
it's gud rite???

end 4 dis tyme...
catch ya later "mike"!!!
huahaha....

New Day...


Today is a new day created especially for YOU!

Upon rising rather than rushing to get coffee, breakfast, dressed, or the kids. Allow yourself a moment daily to take in a deep breath of each new day.

Allow a moment to admire with awe the rising/risen sun. The billowy clouds. The sounds of birds chirping.

Know that you are rich. Know that you are wealthy. Each day was molded and created especially for YOU. The air is for YOU. The nurturing sun is for YOU. It was all created for YOU. So bless this day. Bless each day of this week. Upon rising bless each day for the rest of your life. Give thanks for a new day. Somebody somewhere did not make it to today. Somebody will not see tomorrow's new day. Appreciate each magnificent day as the gift that it is. So claim each day as yours. It's another opportunity to count your blessings - all that you currently have and all that is to come.


Each new day is...
*A new day to show love to those closest to you.

*A new day to provide top-notch work for the company you work for or for your own business.

*A new day to continue the "cleaning out" process you've already started. Moving from the worn-out to the abundant new.

*A new day to take another step toward your dream and goals.


A New day can also have metaphoric meaning...
*A new day is a new relationship/marriage.

*A new day is the birth of a child.

*A new business or job.

*A new day is deciding to have a positive attitude about your circumstances.


AFFIRMATION/PRAYER:
Great Creator/Universe guide my feet to walk in my purpose.
Guide my legs to hold me strong.
Strengthen my torso to stand erect in all situations.
Guide my hands to give a loving touch.
Guide my mouth to speak words that create good things.
Guide my head/my mind filling me with continuous love, hope, faith, and belief so that I am forever grateful to you for each NEW DAY.

alhamdulilah...

Happiness...

Happiness
comes and goes

Happiness
uplifts us

Happiness
fills our heart...our mind...our soul
gives us the strength we need

Happiness
takes our sadness away
gives us a lot of relief from tension
makes us forget all out sorrows

Happiness
is a good feeling that enters our mind each day
fills our eyes with joy
makes us excited and thrilled
gives us a sense of relief each day

And Happiness
teaches us a new lesson of surviving in our life

So...enjoy our life...enjoy with happiness...

simPly as pancake...


wanna make your friends stay with you forever???
simple.... juz keep your relationship in peace and stay out from trouble...
ahahahahahahahahaaa..... friends can easily be search, but to find a true friendship in life, it's hard....

juz look at us, we are the best friend forever.. insyaALLAH... huhuhuhuhuhuhuuuu...
woii, aku nk pinjam duit nnti kasi... ahahahahahahahahaa...

What a day.....

I know, i haven’t written on here for a while. Im so sorry.. very sorry..My only excuse is that its been hectic! Even more hectic than last semester. Nevermind, im here now, writing away. I was busy doing my Assignments but I had problem. My head was stoned from the coffees that I had drank. I only drink coffee when I need to really stay awake and somehow I was really tired so I needed the coffee but it didn’t work. I was still sleepy as shit. So I tried my best to stay awake. Thank god I got someone to accompany me by texting me (it is a distraction but it kept me awake). After awhile I went out to pick my friend up from Rasta and back to my house because she wants to take the pictures at our friend’s wedding. While she was transferring the pictures, I heard my dad’s conversation on the phone and just kept on listening because he sounded panicky. Suddenly he passed the phone to me, and then I got to know that my neighbor (she is very close to us) had got into an accident. No one knew the road that she is at but my neighbor just told me to go to the road that she had taught me. I was struggling trying to remember. Quickly drove off and headed off to her college and tried to map out the road. I reached to the road that she taught me and got it location right but I couldn’t find her. I started to panic already. Thank god for the fact that I’ve stayed at ss19 for few months before with my mum’s friend, back when I was 12 so I knew the road a little. I just drove around until I reached a busy road. Then my friend saw my neighbor down the road. Me and my dad was puzzled of how to get there so my friend just suggested that we go into the housing area. Somehow we manage to get on the opposite road so it was good enough. Parked the car at BHP and crossed the road. It was a huge relief to see my neighbor still jumping around after the car had lost control, went up the hill and turned turtle. WEAR YOUR SEATBELT! and use your hand to protect your head! those were the two things that i’ll always remember. After 15 mins just sitting around and chit chatting while my dad was talking to the guys over there, a motorcyclist passed by, skidded, fell, slided, rolled and ended up under the parked Proton Saga by the side of the road. All of us was super stunned, my friends was traumatized and my neighbor went "Oh Uh.. Shit!". I must say.. they should put a sign over at the tunnel to Slow Down cuz they were driving ****ing fast wey The guys over there had to form a group of people to stop the cars and quickly send the malay man to the hospital. I was on the phone with my mom when those happen. I really hope that girl gets well soon and for her stitches to heal fast.. guys.. take good care of yourself.
I feel terrible. Bodyache, Stomach ache and Migraine. I feel like vomiting. I got ASSignments to be done but I was a dead cat. I had to go to sleep. My body couldn’t take the pressure anymore.


-fff-

Superstition

Married in white, you have chosen right
Married in grey, you will go far away
Married in black, you will wish yourself back
Married in green, ashamed to be seen
Married in blue, you will always be true
Married in pearl, you will live in a whirl
Married in yellow, ashamed of your fellow
Married in pink, your spirit will sink

This rhyme..some beliefs are common since it has been generated from our ancestor. Ever heard of the phrase 'break a mirror and you shall receive 7 years of bad luck'? It is said that the disruption of our reflection shall affect our souls and bring about bad luck. Let me clear up this puzzle. The truth is that when mirrors were first made, they were so expensive that if one broke it, one would serve 7 years as a life servant to the owner of the mirror because not too many people could afford buying another one to replace it.

hmm.. what about unlucky numbers? In Japan, the number 4 is pronounce as 'shi', which is the same for the word death. Meanwhile, 9 is pronounce as 'kyu' in Japanese language, which is the equivalent to the word pain. well..believe it or not, most hospitals in Japan have neither 4th and 9th floors. Besides, in Malay culture, it is firmly believed that young ladies should not sing while cooking, as they will lend themselves an elderly husband. The truth of the matter is this, singing while cooking is a mere distraction and by doing so, the dishes prepared will not receive the cook's utmost attention and the meal will probably not turn out as scrumptious as it should be.

In my opinion, superstitions are a part of our respective cultures and together with it comes cultural identity. Superstitions will probably have a part in life as long as people fear each other and have uncertainties about the future. Not to mention a wild imagination and the ability to create believable rumors.

----fara b----

Wall-E is a fun movie

Hello guys!! The holiday has come to its ends. So, hopefully you guys enjoyed your holidays. I believe each of us has done something during the holidays. As for me went back to my hometown, it could release all my stressed. Last Tuesday, I went to cinema and watched Wall-E. I would like to suggest all of you guys, going and watching it. Basically the movie is about a robot named Wall-E (stand for Waste Allocation Load Lifter Earth-Class). He is the lonely robot who lives on earth with a pet which is cockroach. One day, he met a sleek search robot named Eve. She is on earth with one mission which is to find living creature and finally she found a plant. Then, she was going back to galaxy to hand in the plant to her captain. However, Wall-E has chasing her and followed her journey to the galaxy. In galaxy, so many things happened before they could go back to Earth. Finally, everyone who lives on the galaxy returned to the earth. Moral of this movie love our earth and do recycle waste. Or else our earth will be like the scenario that been portrayed in Wall-E. It was an interesting story although it is animation. I suggest you guys go and watch it. You guys will have fun. Chiow.

Monday 25 August 2008

FrieNds..

Friends...
very difficult 2 find..
but easy to lost..
even though..we share a lot of things..
but why u cant understand me..
for me..it's hard 2 see people show their real feeling
always be hipokrit..
in other words..u juz take for granted
hm..whatever..people always changing..
we cant expect anything 2 be happen
friends..plez appreciate someone besides u..

Flashback...!!






I juz wanna share with all of you friends..do you still remember the first time we are here..in UiTM Shah Alam? Huh…that time I felt so suck…MMS week. Everyone felt so tired when we need to walk from college to Dewan Sri Budiman everyday. I’m sure that time, we never know each other…we never know where Faculty of Communication and Media Studies…we are likes aliens (lost in UiTM space..huuu).
However, now…it is just likes something that we will leave. Now, we are in part 5 and next semester we will go for practical training. Everything we share together…do you still remember our Family Day with “Red Splash” theme, our dinner (everyone blame us and until now people still cop us as the ‘bad’ batch!), our Futsal Charity and everything that we have done together. This is the last semester that we are together…just around two months only. Huuu…and then the graduation day!. Of course everyone are feel so excited to finish our study and what the most important thing is, get our degree scroll. Then, everyone will go to somewhere and make your own life. At this point, I just wanna share with all of you our pictures that I have and try to appreciate the time that we have now..it is just two months only – to run off.




holiday has ends....

my..my..my....
without i even notice..
our holiday time has ends...
sad huh???
i haven't enjoy it...
such a waste!!!

however, thinking of d final year that we are in...
i rethink of it.....
y shud i regret??
dis is 4 my future...
not 4 anybody else...
so..losses 4 now...good gains in future...

so..
to d others in my clas who really struggle...
CONGRATS!!!
you've done good 4 urself, family and others...
trust me...
we'll get really good pay for our time, money, tears and other bad feelings...

GOOD LUCK!!!
hv a real good days ahead...
ciaoooo!!!!!!!

oh btw, dun 4get...visit my blog k...
u kno rite...dr kiran!!!
hikhik..
www.keikei-confusion.blogspot.com
n leave some comments k...
thanxxx

thesis...thesis...thesis...

guysss....
i wanna cry...
my holiday means nothing to me...
no more...relax time...

thesis...
to complete it...
library has become my home.. (d real one, has turned to be no.2)
journal is my appetizer..
books is my main course..
past research is my dessert...
arghhhh....
stresss.....
my holiday means nothing...
i cant even sleep well...
my life seems dedicated to it!!!

i bet all of us felt d same way...
rite huh??
its all bcoz of our thesis...
we can't do any other things...
our life is really clinging to it...
every breath, minutes, hours and life takes are jz for this thing...

godddddd!!!!!!!
help me...

i almost turn out to be crazy every time i started doing it...
huhhhh....
wat say u, guyss???

Sunday 24 August 2008

fwens










....So we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track


And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day cause we're moving on and we can't slow down These memories are playing like a film without sound

I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love but it came too soon And there was me and you and we got real blue We'd stay at home talking on the telephone We'd get so excited and we'd get so scared Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair And this is how it feels. . .
As we go on, we rememberAll the times we had together And as our lives change Come whatever, We will still be friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money When we look back at now will our jokes still be funny? Will we still remember everything we learned in school Still be trying to break every single rule? Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man? Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan? I keep-keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking its our time to fly And this is how it feels. . .

As we go on, we remember All the times we had together And as our lives change Come whatever, We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this would never end And suddenly it's like we're women and men Will the past be a shadow that will follow us around Will these memories fade when I leave this town?I keep-keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking that it's our time to fly
As we go on, we remember All the times we had together And as our lives changeCome whatever, we will still be friends forever.....

the holiday is over.











hell with an o guys..=)
the holiday is over..
but our homework will never end

the lecturers are giving and giving and giving..
n giving the assignments again ..
to make us smart enough!

and how about us?

we are struggling ans struggling and struggling..
n struggling again..
to finish up those works.

tests,talks,discussions,class projects,examination,assignments,grouping works,presentations and ...(pe lagi?)

it doesn't matter,jom makan kat ani sup dlu la.ke pak mal?ke pak akob?
~*(-o-)*~

p/s lapar.

GUESS THE SKETCH ?????


Hi everybody! How your holiday? It must be fun to go home and spent time with family, friends and perhaps your lover. Me? My holiday is so pathetic. I spent the whole week days to finish my thesis till chapter 3. Yup…. its sound boring! Maybe you’ll say “Hey Zul don’t be so nerd! Stop work, enjoy you holiday! Yes I want to….. But I can’t. I don’t even start my first chapter. That’s the reason why I ‘force’ myself to do my thesis.


Do you want to improve your vocab? I suggest you to play ‘Guess The Sketch.’ It’s a game in facebook. Try it! Basically you’ll get a word and you need to sketch it. Then other player will guess the word. If they can guess correctly you’ll get marks and the person who guesses correctly also will get the mark. It’s easy. Through this game you can enrich your vocab.


I’ll bring dictionary while playing this game. You know why? It is because there are some words that I do not know the meaning. Therefore I need to refer to dictionary. Only then I can sketch the word. So this is how I learn a new word. If you fail to sketch because you do not know the word you can pass it. But you won’t get marks. Next time when Puan Bani asks “Who know the meaning of this word?” probably you are the one who raise your hand and say “I know the answer!” You guys should try. Its fun and at the same time you play the game with people from all over the world.


I hope after the mid break everybody will come with a new courage. Try as harder as we can to pass through this semester. I know the burden that we need to carry is so pain. I can feel it. Sometimes I refused to do anything because I do not know which one I need to do first. So let’s pray to the God to give us strength in chasing our bright future. I believe if we show the effort, God will show us the way.


p/s: please visit my blog at http://wwwceritasaya.blogspot.com

Saturday 23 August 2008

BANTAL AJAIB AT MY SIS HOUSE...







I duno whether u guys wants to call me "sakai" or what..

hehe..

I sleep at my sis house n dat nite i accidently rubbed my pillow..know what..??

I found a very beautiful glowing lights...it seems like a star..it coloured blue n yellow..so nice!

I thought dat iam dreaming but then i bite myself it was true..!


Next morning i told my mum about diz but she don't believe me..

She thought dat i was in fantasy world..maybe becoz da effects from da medicine dat i took..well..well..


My younger sis laugh at me..everyone don't trust me..i wanted to ask my older sis but she was out station n i don't want to disturb her..

I sleep together with my younger sis n my mum da next nite...

know wat..i ask my sis to rub it on..

ol da glow come out..hehe..

da experiment accomplish..


My older sis coming back from out station..she says dat it is TRUE..she bought dat pillow somewhere in Japan..so comfortable n wonderful to see..feels like in fantasy..betul la time tido bleh mimpi best2 sambil main dgn kelip2 yg bercahaya..so nice!


Maybe for sum people benda nie biasa but ive never seen it before so for me it is not sumting in common..


COMMENTS..COMMENTS..


My mum is coming...


Hye everyone..
U know wat,i spen time wit my mum diz mid term break..huhu.
We goin shopping and hang out together..
so muc fun N so muc joy..
i mis her soooooo dam muc..
we went to sunway pyramid n i suddenly meet lobo n his housemate..hehe..doing shopping a lot yaaa.
Its fine rite..?1 of da easiest way to release tension..

Well..da hapiness is over..i can feel dat class will started soon n all da heavy assignment will be cary on..
without i realising iam getting worid too muc until i get sick..
ive been attack by my asthma..my mum have to bring me to da clinic becoz ive forgot to bring my inhaler..
things getting worse..my hand was shaking becoz of my asthma..its hard for me to eat n write.

22 August..im going back to shah alam..so sad!
all da tension n woriness coming close..i still not satisfied..i still wanted to be wit my mum.diz is not fair..im still not feeling well but i have to go back to shah alam!!!!!!!!my continuation of students life..need to stand all of da smell at da stairs of my house,da surroundings..life wit not enuf facilities in da house..oh no..

But wat can i do..I have to becoz all of my assignment is waiting for me impatiently..my mum is going back today at 7pm..i really want to send her to the airport but somehow my assignment is more important.if i come back to shah alam today i will wasting a lot of precious time..

Iam ok now..life must go on..i hate living far from my family especially my mum but i have to.Diz is my las semester..can't wait to finish n going back to Borneo..my hand stil shaking but now it still not serious becoz iam able to write diz blog..

Till we meet again in da next entry..loveu sooo muc mum.nothng can change my love for u.
For everyone,study hard n don't waste time..
BYE..

Lelaki Handsome VS Lelaki Ugly

Ade satu al kisah…hahaha…Lobo pernah dapat satu mesej dari seorang kawan lama kat dalam myspace…Lobo dah kenal dengan dia lama juga…hehehe…mesej tu dibagi oleh seorang kawan perempuan Lobo…mesej dia tu membuat Lobo terfikir seketika dan tergelak juga la…actually mesej yang kawan Lobo bagi tu just for fun jer dan sekadar untuk renungan sahaja…tak ade kene mengena dengan mane2 individu…tidak berniat pun nak memalukan mane2 individu…mesej ini tiada kaitan dengan yang masih hidup mahupun telah mati…tapi kalau ade yang terasa tu…mamposss…tak dapet deng nak menolong…Kawan Lobo tu ade juga tanye pendapat Lobo mengenai mesej yang die bagi…tapi honestly…I have no idea la…hahahaha…mesej yang kawan Lobo bagi tu seperti kat bawah ni…

(1) kalau lelaki handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap:: woow, cool giler...
kalau lelaki tak handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: eh perasan bagus...

(2) kalau lelaki handsome berbuat jahat
Perempuan akan kata: nobody's perfect
kalau lelaki tak handsome berbuat jahat
perempuan akan cakap: memang.... muka pun macam pecah rumah!

(3) kalau lelaki handsome menolong perempuan yg diganggu
perempuan akan cakap: wah.. machonya.. macam hero filem!
kalau lelaki tak handsome menolong perempuan yang diganggu
Perempuan akan kata: entah2 kawan dia...

(4) kalau lelaki handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: sepadan sangat...
kalau lelaki tak handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: mesti kena bomoh perempuan tuh!

(5) kalau lelaki handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata: jangan sedih, kan saya ada...
kalau lelaki tak handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata:...(terdiam, tapi telunjuknya
meliuk-liuk dari atas ke bawah, patutlah, tengok saja luarannya)...

(6) kalau lelaki handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: perasaannya halus...penuh kasih sayang
kalau lelaki tak handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...

(7) kalau lelaki handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: matching... hebat luar dalam
kalau lelaki tak handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: bang, bosnya mana?

(8) kalau lelaki handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap: ini barulah lelaki gentlemen
kalau lelaki tak handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap: naluri pembantu, memang begitu....

Diharap setelah membaca entry ni…tak ade yang terasa hati…tujuan Lobo post entry ni bukan untuk menyindir mane2 individu tapi untuk mendapat opinion mengenai mesej tadi…sekali lagi Lobo tegaskan di sini, entry kali ini just for fun jer dan sekadar untuk renungan sahaja…tak ade kene mengena dengan mane2 individu…tidak berniat pun nak memalukan mane2 individu…mesej ini tiada kaitan dengan yang masih hidup mahupun telah mati…hahaha…dengan ini Lobo meminta maaf terlebih dahulu jikalau entry kali ni telah membuatkan u guys terasa hati…

Hey...Let Try This Thing...

Hi guys... I'm back again... Actually, I don't have any idea about what to post here... But suddenly I teringat dengan 1 entry yang pernah I post kat blog myspace i…I find that this entry boleh mereleasekan tension yang kite semua tengah hadapi… You guys should try....This is just for fun…To release our tension…hehehe…

A: Gorgeous
B: Loves people
C: Really easy to fall in love with
D: Is great in bed
E: easy to fall in love with
F: People wild and crazy adore you
G: Never let people tell you what to do
H: Freaking beautiful eyes
I: Loves to laugh
J: Makes people laugh
K: Really silly
L: BEST SMILE
M: Makes dating fun
N: Sexy
O: Has one of the best personalities ever
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Good bf/gf
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great kisser
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Loved by everyone
Z: Lives life for fun

Kat bawah ni Lobo punyer…

=>Lobo Birai

L: BEST SMILE
O: Has one of the best personalities ever
B: Loves people
O: Has one of the best personalities ever

B: Loves people
I: Loves to laugh
R: Good bf/gf
A: Gorgeous
I: Loves to laugh

Hahaha…bende ni bukan 100% betul pun tp hanya sekadar untuk menceriakan diri dan keadaan…hidup tak best kalau hari2 tension…ape tunggu lagi…Try la…Tengok ape yang u guys dapat dari bende ni…

The Moment of Reminiscence


Yes, now is the moment for me to reminisce the events that happened in my life. A series of unfortunate events. Some important events that had somehow readjust my life and some had changed my life forever. Important of all, it’s the people around me that I should treasure for being there when our life line intersected. It's not that I have to recall the past and upset about the things that already happened. Because I already live to the fact that what had happened is irreversible. And that's me. Even though I might sound like I never let go of the past, but I learnt to live with it. Besides, that's the most important thing to deal with to recover the pain of living life full of disappointment.

I could say that what I had been through is a journey that I would never thought of looking back. But, it’s not fair to me to think that what I had been is the worst case after all. I always believe that God loves me more than other fortunate people. And I always believe that what I had been through is an education to make me a better person. Filled with humanity, love and understanding. I learnt to live with humbleness but always with regards of a virtue.

This is to all the people who had been very nice to me through bad and trying times. Through my upside down. Shared the laughter and pain. Especially to those who had cried together with me when I need a shoulder to cry on. I don't need your strength to enlighten me up. But I need to share the tears. Even though some people don't agree to fall apart. Trust me it’s the most you can do when things got hard and you are vulnerable at times.

To those people who never stop loving me. And touch me with your helping hand. With all the methods and medium you could offer to settle my problems. Even when I had everything to pay it back, it can never compare to the favours you did for me. Only the blessed God may compare to your kindness. I never doubt your sincerity. Let God be the judges.

To friends and foes. You guys are the light of my life. Only the difference is its two kind of light that guide my way. A friend can be someone who takes me to the right journey even though they can always be the one who make me lost. A foe can be someone who made me fell prey to cold-blooded revenge and always want to see me fall. But, guys you always the one who made me see myself from within. Thank you for making me a fighter. I am stronger and stronger.

To my “ex-lovers” and those who turned me down. Thank you for being someone important in my life. Someone I can offer my heart with love and life. I never stop loving each and every one of you. No matter how bad you put me through. Such misery and suffocation. I understand that's the rule of loving and being loved. Love hurts. But I will always keep on looking for love. Because the only things that put color in my life is love. I always pray for your success and hope that you meet someone who can always tolerate your needs and fit in what you've been looking for: may be there's a quality that you've been looking for that never existed in me.

To my family members. I doubt it that you guys gonna read this note. And I doubt it that you guys will ever understand the sh*t that I had been through. But it’s the least of our concern now right? I'm so sorry that we have to deal with such events that make us even weaker and weaker. My love never changed no matter how big the changes we had to face. I'm so sorry that the most I can offer is the least that I can do.

To my lil sister, I never blame you my dear for the conditions, the decisions and the path that you preferred. This is because I love u so much. I will support you with all the love that I have. It may seem that I'm the only survival of the madness, but I want you to keep reaching to the edge where you can escape from the disappointment.

To my mother, like it has always been. I will always be there for you even though it’s the most I can offer. I know that you always proud of me. But I will, and swear that I will give you the life that you deserve. I will return all the faith you gave in. I will make sure what you had been through is worth a wait. Mom, they doubt my love to you. But know this; you are the one and only person that I love of my whole life. Not a wife to replace your loves. Not a lover to compare to you. And not a friend that will give me the best thing in my life. You are the best for me. You are the strongest person I’ve ever met. And I know for each drop of your tears, it will take you to the best place in heaven. This is my promise mom. Please stay until the right-est moment come.

This is the moment of reminiscence. Yet the path that I have to take is far away. I am ready to venture the rest.


Wednesday 20 August 2008

I cant hold my thesis any longer..

Alright, I admit it. I’ve been keeping on my thesis for the Academic Writing subject and I’ve spent the last 2 months doing it and yeah im doing quite well at putting it off. But the time has come and I find myself piled elbow-deep in stacks of books and papers. That doesn’t mean, of course, that I have discontinued my long-cultivated habit of procrastination. In fact, I have found this blog to be an excellent way for me to simultaneously avoid working on my thesis and still feel as though I’m being very productive haha=P. It’s like I work for nothing - I’m expending a lot of energy, but I’m not really getting where I need to go.

Well, in case you’re curious, my thesis topic is still somewhat smushy in my mind, but pretty much it has to do with the communication, philanthropy, and PR. I think it’s cool (tho its not!) U know what..my proposal on different topic have been rejected for few times by my advisor… pity me. I don’t know whether I should be grateful for having her as my advisor or shall I be sad?uhuk..is it my fault if she don’t like the topic?im trying my best that I can to choose a topic and it took me a day for 1 proposal.uhukk..i want to cry… While other classmate dh masuk lit review and preparing questionnaire, im still struggling for my proposal approval.. For 1 week, she want me to show her at least 4 proposal on diff topic for her to choose which one she think suitable for me. Sometime I GERRAMM sgt..why me? Why senior2 sblm ni yg dpt die blh je proceed? Mybe salah i..mybe i tak pandai buat research.mybe I taktau pilih suitable topic, mybe I don’t know what she like n what she dnt like, mybe I tk brsungguh2, mybe I lembab sgt, mybe I buat thesis ni juz for the sake of doing it,its not right…sume salah i..guys..i feel so down…somebody pls tell me where did I go wrong?? Again..i wanted to cry..i feel so stressed..byk lg asgmnt lain yg prlu dibuat.bkn thesis ni je..

Dahla,penat nk sedih lg..gotta be strong..Hmm I wont give up! I want to finish it by the end of this sem..

If all good things come to an end, then my time of blissful dalliance seems to be up. I’m making a promise - I’m going to get my rear in gear. Please, for my sake, hold me to it.

Alright now i need a hug from my bunny ....She’s d only one who can cheer me up!..owh baby...

Dont be a crazy girl!

Serenity Now!!

Ok crazy rant over and out

HEBATNYA BANGSA MELAYU

Lee Chong Wei telah berjaya meraih pingat perak di sukan Olimpik Beijing sekaligus mendapat habuan besar RM300,000 dan ditambah lagi RM3,000 pencen seumur hidup yang akan bermula 1 September 2008. Kita turut berbangga dengan kejayaan ini. Sedar atau tidak disebalik kejayaan Lee Chong Wei ini adalah kerana hebatnya jurulatih beliau iaitu Misbun Sidik. Sebelum ini Lee Chong Wei pernah dilatih oleh jurulatih yang sebangsa dengannya, namun telah berlaku pertelagahan antara mereka mengakibatkan kemerosotan pemain tersebut. Ini merupakan satu contoh dari beribu kejayaan yang telah dicapai oleh bangsa Melayu. Saya bukan nak timbulkan isu perkauman disini. Tetapi saya ingin menegaskan bahawa hebatnya orang Melayu dalam melaksanakan sesuatu tugas jika ia percaya kepada dirinya dan dibuat dengan bersunguh-sunguh. Walau sukar mana pun ia akan capai kejayaan. Sebagai orang Islam setiap kesukaran yang dihadapi adalah ujian daripada Allah. Allah tidak akan menguji hambaNya kepada sesuatu yang tidak boleh dilaksanakan oleh seseorang itu. Oleh itu kenapa harus kita takut hadapi cabaran???
Apa yang ingin saya katakan di sini, kita sebagai kaum bumiputra janganlah mudah mengalah sebelum melaksanakan sesuatu tugasan yang diamanahkan kepada kita. Sikap yang sebeginilah yang mendorong kepada isu UiTM dibuka 10% kepada kaum lain. Orang Melayu Bumiputra sendiri tidak yakin dengan keupayaan bangsanya sendiri. Saya begitu yakin dengan bangsa saya sendiri walaupun sering kali dizalimi oleh bangsa sendiri. Pepatah Melayu “Dalam setandan pisang mesti ada yang busuk” oleh itu orang yang suka zalimi bangsa sendiri itulah “sipisang busuk” itu. Saya rasa bersyukur kerana saya diberitahu satu kata keramat oleh seorang jurulatih saya walau pun kejam orangnya tapi kata-katanya amat bermakna kepada saya; “Never say NO before you try it first, if you FAIL you must do it again until the mission accomplish”. Oleh itu fikirlah sendiri, adakah kita nak jadi “sipisang busuk” atau pisang-pisang yang baik dalam setandan pisang… Sesunguhnya yang baik itu dari Allah dan yang buruk itu dari kelemahan saya sendiri. Ini pandangan peribadi saya, saya sedih lihat pertelagahan sesama bangsa kita kaum bumiputra.

lets kutuk aur gemuk!!!




i'm opening diz post jz 2 get ur honest view on me..u may say evrytg. this is d way for me to know my fault n try to improve myself...jz be as laser as u can...!tenx...(untuk semua komen2 kejam yg bakal diterima, aku dah maafkan korg. ak xkan bdendam.janji!huhu)

viva Malaysia! feel d olympic spirit...


hello guys...r u noticed dat we r now in Olympic fever? cmon guys, evendo u know notg abt sports, diz is 1 of world agenda. better u guys find out a bit of this before people assume u as 'katak bwh tempurung'...
as a sport fan, i'm excited to follow the olympic games bcoz of many reason. 1st, this is d place where we can realy feel the pride of being malaysian. sriusly, when we watch our athlete compete with other world class athlete, we'll feel proud. obviously, we malaysian are lack in d aspect of physical, but at least world cud see that the Malaysian strenght is actually on ur passion and determination..its true. 4 instance, look at the cycling event,the size of european cycler is 2x bigger than ours..hwver, wit strong determination, our cycler had lose only by a half meter to the gold medalist. i'm proud to see dat...
1 more things, olympic is d best place to see a lot of happiness tears. i'm tired of looking at sadness cries, n somtms hypocrite cries...huhu its actually a wonderful feling when u raise ur hand on d top of d podium. i can feel it...one of the most magic feeling for me is winning! i luv 2 win...it shows dat we r d best..
so, 4 those who don knw anytg abt olympic, actly we can learn how to be positive by watching this games. the passion to win gold medal, to be the no 1, to be d best wiil be d great courage for us 2 b success...

Tuesday 19 August 2008

I Miss......


Hi everyone!!

happy holiday!!i'm sure most of us 'blk kampung' right?i'm not...huhu!now at KL lepak my aunty's home...I miss my mum,dad,siss...n our cats! i'm not blk kampung becoz i've many things to do here...if i blk kampung...i do nothing...i'll not done my asgmt,academic writing...coz blk kampung for holiday right? ;-)

for all my classmates...happy holiday!!take care yaa!

Sunday 17 August 2008

Mindset

Last Friday morning, some of us went to Perception Management which is one of PR agency. I learned lots of things from this visit and didn’t expect it would change my mindset. I always thought that language could be the biggest constraint for me if I want to have my internship at PR agency. I never imagine going to PR agency. However, they have changed my mindset in just a second. It is so sudden and hey! I want to have my internship at PR agency. Previously, the reason I don’t want to have my internship at PR agency because of my so-so English. I am so inferior about that. I guess that is the main reason we don’t want to go for internship at PR agency. But it is not a constraint anymore. The most important thing is the way you think and express your ideas. Language can be improved time by time. Perhaps we might face the most embarrassing moment when we say something is incorrect. Yet, when time goes by, the most embarrassing moment will turn to the sweetest and funniest memory. Just don’t give up giving a try and allowing other people correct you. I’ll try my best to get into PR agency for internship. InsyaAllah, if there is sincerity in your intention, God will always help us.

Saturday 16 August 2008

WHEN I GROW UP..



Hi there..



Something crossed my mind tonight.. I suddenly remembered the day my teacher asked me what I want to be when I grow up.. I said I want to be a teacher( very cliché).. I even mentioned I wanted to become a ‘postman’ and a ‘sailorman’..



As time goes by, my ambition changed.. If you asked me now, I can say that I want TOYOTA HARRIER!!.. Instead of considering my actual profession, I rather dreamt about a car!!!.. ayoo.. How am I suppose to buy a car without a stable profession.. What is my ambition, actually?.. Do I end up doing PR?.. I do not have the answer.. Or am I might end up as a postman or a sailorman?!!.. I neither have the answer..



My family thrilled when they knew that I'm furthering my study in Uitm.. They said that, I can have a better job and position soon.. But my current pointer has not giving me any bright omen saying that I’m going to be fine (I noticed it by the time I completing my resume).. Am I going to disappoint my family then??..



Instead of thinking about all the silly thing happens around me (betrayal, disappointment, depress, biasness, angriness, liars), I think I have another important thing to think about.. My actual ambition..

KAWAN-KAWAN..
What is your REAL ambition??..
Are you going to disappoint your family too???...

Friday 15 August 2008

what da very bizi life...now...

Halooha..!!
Actually, i've have nothing to share wif all of u right now..i feel so tension and stress. This week i feel so 'suck', everything need to rush on and i do not have enough time for my own. what da...
sometimes, i feel that why i do not have enough time for my own...my life now are totally change!
i go out early in the morning and then come back home at nite...huuu...i'm tired..really tired.
i dunno what u guys feel so, maybe we get the same feeling right now dear...everybody are soooo bizi.

Huhu..my dad just call me and he ask why i never call them (mom & dad)..for a quiet long time. i feel so sad to hear that from him because before this, at least i will call them 4 times in week or if i'm free, i will call them everyday even though i just ask them what are their doing. when my dad ask me like that, i notice that i have no time for my own actually...but, i need to finish up all my assignments, my case study and the most important thing my thesis!! everything i need to settle up in a short period of time if i wanna feel more 'free' and comfortable after that laa...heheheee. PASSION!!!

Ayyoq..!

Hi everyone!
I’m so sorry coz too late to post my blog...Emm...What yaa..? Of coz it’s fun for having this blog...
Actually I’ve no idea...ok..I’ve 1 thing want to share..about my priority – it’s my FAMILY..! Ayyoq..! priority ke..?? Hmm...Everything I do and don’t, I’ll think about my family first, especially my mum, I luv her so much. Y? Am I not enough ‘matured’ in making any decision? Not really...but if anything happened, no matter good or bad...family will always come first..with us, to give support...

But sometimes, as a human being, I was ‘inattentive’. Hmm...I’m not forgot my family but at times I just being selfish, by ‘unintentionally’. I thought I can handle whatever by myself coz I want to prove that I can be ‘independent’. But trust me...sometimes we can’t. Most of the things that we do, we must think about our family first. No matter how bad we are, not matter how frustrated we are, nobody will with us then, except the only our FAMILY... I luv all of you - Pa, Ma, Bey, Ya n Dik!

So what do U think..family is always first right?

(Ayyoq..!! ape aku merepek ni..huhu..!)

Thursday 14 August 2008

It's Thursday already?!

Hello everyone,

I was reading all the entries posted in this blog so far. Kudos to all for being honest to yourself and others. I felt some of your pain and hardship. I understand. Been there and done that, remember? Hmm...my advice is this is part of your learning process. Life lessons that you can't avoid but try your best to go through it with a bang and in one piece of course! You need to be strong and be happy! This is suppose to be the best time of your life. Time flies when you are having fun..they say. When everything else fails and you feel alone, remember that you are not and there's still God. Talk to HIM. It'll be alright. Alright..enough soppy stuff. I just wanted to share what happened this morning. It has something to do with time. Time flies and my baby girl is growing up so fast. I took her to school and as she dragged herself and her heavy bag with her, i walked by her side. My usual phrases would be- Have fun in school and i love you baby. I would kiss her head and let her walk up the stairs. This morning i muttered that phrases to her and i kissed her head and both her cheeks. She shrug off and look up to me and said- "mummy, you are embarrasing me". My six year old (she'll be seven in October. Me and my denial of having her grow up too fast, i refuse to acknowledge that she's seven until her birthday!) said that to me. They were a couple of groups of students around us. I smiled and told her that - i will hug you and kiss you even when you are a grandma. She laughed and shook her head and walk up the stairs. My baby is growing up too fast. So this break, go home and hug and kiss your parents... and let them hug and kiss you too. You'll never be too old for a hug and kiss from your family and friends. It helps make the world a little brighter! Chao! Have a good break and catch up on some sleep k.

Wednesday 13 August 2008

2.00 A.M.

It's 2A.M. right now...my group mate and I are still trying to do our proposal for our class project and we just were too extremely extremely tired and sleepy... sigh..Imagine spending your whole night trying to think so many things which you are so worried that you might have deleted away the important points and leaving all the nonsense in the assignment...


Right now, I just so tired and sleepy and stressed out..my brains have been working overtime for the past few weeks and it's not gonna end today even though it's the due date for my assignment...

You wana know why??

It's cuz I have another assignment due the following week!! which I have yet to start..haiz. lucky thing is that it's a group assignment..I just can't imagine myself doing that assignment alone. It would be practically suicide. yes it would!!


All I need right now is something that can de-stress me...it could be shopping, spa *if i ever have to money*, watching movies *if i have a teman and time*, lazing around doing nothing..or even a plain ol' hug.

Yea..i think i can settle with a HUG. Anyone giving free hugs? wtf.


I NEED A HUG!! :(



p.s: miss my dearies. i need hugs from you :(


life will be much sweeter...

Does it ever cross your mind,that life will be much sweeter with hardship and obtacles that we face? depends on how u want to perceive it...but to me life without hardship will make me feel that there is no spice in our life... i take this word from someone that i respect and thank to him i realize it sooner rather than keep complaining bout the hardship in life...just imagine that u been doing the same old thing everyday,without having any problem...isn't will make us feel that there is nothing interesting in our life..well that how life should be..make all the work and tasks as part of our responsibility and try to manage it rather than complaining about it..well we only normal human being right?we never fail from doing mistakes,but the best people is the one that not repeating the same mistakes...so learn from our mistakes.

thnkz u guys for being the greatest teacher in my life, i learn a lot from each and everyone of u
hope that,this will not be the end...but the beginning in this journey call life for today and hereafter...

may god bless u always n forever

Tuesday 12 August 2008

fwenship...

..hiy every0ne..well..it seems like..ceyh..dah ramai p0st lar...
hmm...f0r m0i 1st entry..lets talk ab0ut fwenship..
hahax..unless i've a better subject lar...

friends..ders a l0t kind 0f fwens...
hmm...sumtimes...friend in need is a friend indeed..
sumtimes..hypocrite..sumtimes s0oo000 nice..
but f0r m0i...i have my 0wn fwens..i mean true fwens ya!
..back at skewl tyme and even in uitm..mybesties are 0lwaz here...
seri0usly...i've learnt l0tsa things b0ut fwenship..especially in myclaz lar...
...like dat 25 said..i dunn0 wh0 she is...but its true..wut g0es ar0und..c0mes ar0und..
juz wait n see...i mean n0t n0w but myb in da future l0rr..

...hmph...juz wanna share sumthin wiv every0ne lar..
..myf0rm6 teacher Mrs.Mani Mahgali 0lwaz remind us dat..
ceyh..i still remember my f0rm teacher keyh,..
she said...u all...nanti wen u all in uni..make fwens..but...ders a but ya..
dun be t00 nice ..n please..manners..ur manners are important..
n in uder w0rds..baik berpada-pada...jahat jgn sekali..
dun easily trust people sangat lar..unless u n0e ur true friends..dats all she said..

in uder words..people made mistakes..pe0ple change!
based fr0m my experience lar ..i dun p0int t0 any0ne lar k..
actually i dah xde p0int dah p0wn..hahax...
pape p0wn..i l0ve mybesties..myh0uzemates..hehex..i have l0tsa fwens..
but hey i l0ve diz claz t00 l0rr..

p/s baca tiz p0em tau........

TRUE FRIENDSHIP
True friends are for life
Until the end They're more than special They're your bestest friends.
They're the ones you can go to When you're in despair
The ones that'll help you Even when you got gum in your hair!
They're the ones who'll laugh
And go laughing with you all through the night
The ones who'll help you Help you with all their might
have a good friend
You have to be one So be nice to one another
So you can be friends forever
And that\'s how to be the best friend you can be.........b0ns0ir..

Holla..

hi guys...
nice to see all of u speak out ur voice
but i juz want to share something..
for me..each n everyone of us..have difference..
we can't judge people with their physical appearance
be honest when u want to build any relationship..go on
if not interested..just stay away..dont try2..i hate it
today..i feel so tired..i can't wait for midterm break..yahoo..
i hope after comeback from break..we can be more positive person..
no need to fight each other..we are now 22..be matured..
OraiT...see u again..

Thank you so much to Allah S.W.T...

I cry silently..i cry inside of me..i cry hopelessly..
coz i've never thought dat life could be so hard..it is just my luck..
from da first time i step into uitm, everythings change..i wonder why..why am i chosen to be da one..
PR field has taught me a lot about da real life..people are just so nice until we can't feel how they move right in behind our back..slowly n smooth..Ya Allah..its so painful..
Im da type of gal dat choose to have a confrontation n face to face discussion rather than talking at da back of wall..but den i found out dat every1 is not defective..so do i.
I've forgive every1..4 all da bad things dat people done from my back..n i thank u 4 all of da good things dat people did 2 me..
we r juz an human being..but wat did i regret most is people tends 2 remember abt da bad things dat we did wrong rather than da good things..
Life is unfair..da bad person owes survive but in da end wen da facts, evidence n truths reveal..its going 2 be late..
I don't believe in freedom of speech..according 2 facts oso in malaysian context, it has limitation.
Eventhough we r given chances 2 voice out opinion but i don't think it is necessary 4 those who can't accept others opinion.
Since diz is open minded session, i believe dat we can b open minded n don't take it s a personal bcoz PR should b professional. But somehow or rather, i still stick with da principle of Malaysian constitution where we cannot talk about sensitivity.
Life is ain't easy..so take it or leave it..i've gone through a hard life before..i don't cry anymre..no longer..i don't even wan 2 cry..i don't have a heart 2 cry again..my tears is not enuf anymore..
I believe in God..il thank Allah 4 giving me diz wonderful life..without it i will never grow stronger n matured..i will still b under my mom's armpit..now n den.
Iam a spoil gal..everything i did i have 2 refer 2 my mom..now not anymore..
MOM...I LOVE U SO MUC..I GROW UP OREDI..
Before i end up, i hop dat diz open minded room give lots of benefits 2 all of my clasmate..study hard..we will never c each other again after graduates..juz hop we can kept a good memories..
Every laughter, joy or pain will b remain...Juz believe in Allah u'll b safe, relief n calm in watever circumstances..my 1st entry has finished.take care.

Time is 'cutting' me a day by day...

Hye everyone..

Well, this is my 1st entry blog.
Yeah.. I dont no how to start it.
But frankly to say here is........

This is the final semester for me to finish my degree...
While next semester I will go to the Practical Training..
Insya-Allah...
Because of that, I know and I realize that I have struggle myself in term of time, money, and etc..

Time management is really important for me..and I know for you guys it is important also...
But for me, I have to manage my time properly to do the projects and an assignments that assigned from Dr. Kiran, Prof Ilias, Puan Saidhatul and of course from Puan Wan Norbani classes..

Academic writing with Puan Yuslinda make me realize about myself why I'm here from the part 1 until part 5... Furthermore, I realize that I less do a research before I started doing my proposal.. It is a challenge for me and I will take her adviced and improve myself as well as I can..

Other then that, I also have a responsible to be a Commander Kesatria Negara.. I got a free college and free food which is RM 4 per day.. This means that I have to give the services to the UiTM... I often to go to the outside work, seminars, forum, debate, marching competition and so on and so far..

Rather then that, I'm the Sekretariat of Faculty.. I have to involve the Faculty Programme and be a committee members such as for Induction Part 1 and next event is Festival FKPM..

Ermm...
Actually.. I'm quit tired to be active anymore..But I have to contribute to all my stuff and it is my responsibility towards UiTM as a good student..

Teknologi yang boleh membawa padah....

  • Kebanyakkan telefon dilengkapi bluetooth/infrared atau pun kabel yg senang utk kita pindah turun lagu, gambar, video dan lain lain. Ada sebahagian org suka simpan koleksi gambar 'peribadi' & video 'peribadi' bersama pasangan menggunakan hphone yg 'canggih manggih' ini. Ada juga yg suka hantar phone ke kedai utk masukkan lagu kesukaan atau video kesukaan kat kedai tanpa menyedari padah yg bakal mengundang 'kemaluan' seumur hayat. So, bagi yang suka simpan koleksi gambar 'peribadi' & video 'peribadi', dan suka hantar phone ke kedai....sedari lah, anda mungkin ingat orang lain tidak tahu, tetapi satu Malaya sudah mengenali anda.........
  • Sejenis peranti Bluetooth pada komputer.
  • Bluetooth 'menyambungkan' komputer & telefon dan berkomunikasi secara 'tanpa wayar'.
  • Komputer pula dapat menyelongkar segenap pelusuk & isi perut telefon anda tak kira lah dimana sahaja fail fail 'sulit' anda itu disimpan, selain memasukkan virus ke telefon anda agar perisian telefon ini menjadi 'gila' dan anda akan datang ke kedai lagi untuk 'repair'. ( taukey dapat duit lagi laaaaa...) Segalanya dilakukan tanpa anda ketahui, lagu anda dapat, duit anda bayar, maruah anda mungkin juga 'diambil' bersama...... fikir fikirkanlah ye.... adios

Sighness...Burdennnnn...

hmmm...
i jz dun understand y....
dun they realize, it so burdening us...
we already got loads of work to be done..
yet, they add up some more...
n d best part is, this work need lots of research and background study..

y do they change huh??
anyone??
i jz dun understand...
y dun they jz ask us to do it during our internship??
isn't that would be much easier??
which we already exposed to the outside world..specifically, the PR industry...

to those who made the changes...
congratss...
you've done really good job..

-XOXO-

Random thoughts

I seriously have no idea what to talk about here. Since this is my first entry maybe i should just blab about whatever that comes in my mind.

Probably many have noticed that I am a very opinionated about most things. It doesn't matter whether my opinion is acceptable or not but i will just say it. Maybe some of you should do it to. It helps so much in stimulating your mind to become more active rather than passive. Remember what our lecturers have said? PR person should be proactive! not the other way around.

I learned so many things since the first day i enrolled myself in UiTM. From good one to bad ones. Its all considered as my most precious experience. I think I've grew so much since then.

Conversation is good especially good engaging conversation. I learn most from conversing with people coz I'm not much of a reader. But you have to balance it out. Don't just talk about crappy stuff, do talk about serious stuff. You obviously do not want to be mistakenly acknowledge as some "blonde", right?

Then again, its a free country. People can talk about whatever their heart desires. You can't stop them from saying or assuming bad stuff about you. I guess its a human nature. I have to admit that sometimes I do it too and don't deny that you does it either. Like I said, we're only human.

The most important thing that I kept as my principle of life is that no matter where you are or who you befriended with. Never ever change who you truly are. People remember you more if you are true to yourself.

Again my fellow classmate, this is just a random thought. Take it as an advice if you think it is relevance to you or you can just ignore it if want. Have it your way.

Guten Tag und Aufwiedesehen for now people.

Cheers!

P/s: I think this blog is a very good idea. It keeps us connected to one another.

envy...

envy..
y we still be living in the world of envy'ness'? i just dun understand y.. why dun ppl just live their life to the fullest, be good to others and stop being nosy about ppl's life. If other ppl are happy with their life and we r not,wat's up wit that?why we have to envy other ppl's success.
stop livin wit envy my beloved frens....stop making other ppl's life miserable just becz ur not havin a gud life.. If ur life doesn't turn out to be like wat u want, dun give up. Maybe it's not ur turn yet. It's part and parcel of life.
enjoy ur life my dear frens and just think about making ur life better rather than thinking of making other ppl's life miserable juz becz their life was better than urs kan. Take it this way ppl, wat goes around comes around.... remember...Allah tu Maha Adil..

p/s: no heart feelings ppl...not dedicated to anybody pun, it;s just things yang i nak share je,,,


everything is changing

my first blog. yup, and im not sure what to write actually. should i write about the boring stuff or all the gossip that may catch my classmate's attention, which are you guys reading and writing in it.

hurm... it makes me wonder what happend if i wrote all the gossip and what had happend among us these few years back. if i unlock the black dark chest, revealing all darkness that is meant to be burried in silence.

to find out, stay with me... write again soon.

smile =)

i'm running out of time, but at least i've post this.haha XD :

Reason to Smile

How can one smile such sweet smiles,
When one is so saddened by sorrows for miles,
How can I smile the same smiles,
When life brings me nothing but tears,

I wondered for so long,
What reason you had to smile that long,
To keep smiling though troubles come,
And still remain sweet and silently overcome,

It's such a mystery to me,
Your smiles from heaven with glee,
I adore and yet envy thee,
But I'd rather you smile those at me,

I feel happy when I see you smile,
Even if I'm sad and lonely,
Your smiles bring me somewhere,
I don't even know where,

But it was you,
You gave me the reason to smile,
To smile with no reason,
To smile for a smile,

I guess life is just like that,
We need not a reason to smile,
For a smile is the reason itself,
To rejoice and open-heartedly give thanks,

I learned to smile because of you,
Because your smiles bring me joy when blue,
It proves how well and powerful,
A simple sweet smile can become so beautiful,

Smile for the sake of a smile,
Smile for the sake of happiness,
Smile for the sake of life,
Smile because of hope left in life,

Smile my friends,
Smile for me my Love,
Smile those same sweet smiles,
Smile so the world can be a peaceful dove...

by; Lendl Ian Servillon

Full Stop!!

FULL STOP anyone to attack youself!FULL STOP who want to play with youself!FULL STOP to laugh others!FULL STOP making others fool! You feel you are great?You must helps others to show you are the great.Dont laugh them and please donnt make them fool!! Please thinking bacK and go to FITRAH MANUSIA.. all you got in life anytime can be missing if you not "BERSYUKUR".. so,that happen to anybody..This text just for remenber..So you in that group? LU FIKIR LA SENDIRI..

hmmm..actually,,,

i've joined dis class since last semester,they're all kind hearted,willing to help,and happy go lucky as well,although they call me as kak amni,but im not that old lar,sebaya diorang jer,but its ok because i've been their senior before.Luckily,during my senior session,i've never bully junior,and show my seniority like other senior as well,so its not that hard to join ur class now.
live is karma,when i was with my lastclassmates,they treat me like their youngest sis,because i was the youngest among them due to my d.o.b.i speak a lot,share my opinions with them ,i do whatever i wanna do,and they really take care of me,i really miss saufi,shahrill,hafiz,enki,lidya,mimi,amy thong and asif,(tak jumper dah kawan mcm korg)
but now at dis moment ,i haf to be "somebody" else,i dun noe lar,,there got a lot of barriers in my life now,with my new status,new phase interfere,ive to take care of other people feelings too...n learn to be "independence..."
i'll try all my best in order to get involve and apart of all of you...
tenx for being nice...

Hello!

Hm... i learned two things today. One that plastic just doesnt mean a material that will still be here even when we are long gone and decomposed. It is also not a bag that we can no longer do without. But we have to try people. try! I also learned that i look like a cat! Anyway, i am glad that all of you are participating in this blog. Well not all yet but soon all of you will. It's ok to be a little emotional as long as you are being yourself but we have to be objective also right... It's a bit gloomy today because of the haze and i think it's gonna rain. I like these cool weather but not the haze. So let's hope that this week will be a good week for all of us. I am writing today just to say hello! I'll write soon. It's early and i havent had breakfast yet and coffee. caffeine makes me a little hyper. And i have to see you in 5 minutes time! chao!

I HATE TECHNOLOGY!

Once I heard the name of the subject, I felt like having a fever. It’s New Media Technology! I’m dying….. You must be wondering why I said that. Actually, I’m not a techno savvy but I do know basic things about computer. You list to me any form of new technologies, for sure I don’t know. Perhaps I may have heard about it but do not know what exactly they are all about. My computer skills just developed since I started studying in university. I never attend any computer class like Amni did. She was so lucky to have the opportunity to go to computer class at the age of five! My goodness at that age I don’t even know what computer is. What I hate about technology is, it keeps on changing rapidly. Today they come up with this and next day they come up with that. I don’t have strength to run for it.

Besides, I don’t even have any social networking like friendster and myspace. My friends, especially Dayang and Izyan always make fool of this. They said I’m conservative and “Buta IT”. But I don’t care. I believe those people who make friends in this ‘alam maya’ don’t have enough interpersonal communication skill. Hahahahaha…. no offence.

However, this semester I can’t escape anymore. By hook or by crook I need to have internet social networking. Dr Kiran assigned us to set up a blog. Same goes for this subject, Pn Bani asked us to have website, blog, internet social networking etc. Therefore I sign up for facebook. Unfortunately, Famy saw me set up my facebook. He being cynical and make laugh of it. “Zul ada facebook ni….Zul cakap tak serupa bikin…..Dulu kata itu la ini la….Wah dah maju ni…. He keeps teasing me. What can I do? I just smile. But deep inside I felt like to give a punch on his face. Wish I could do that.

Though, I do realize technologies change us. We can’t refuse their presence or else they force you to accept their presence just like in my case. Now I think I’m good enough in handling my blog, facebook, Yahoo Messenger (YM) and even my email. Before this I have sign up three email but the accounts have been closed because they are not active. But now, I can get around 10 emails a day. What an improvement! My group members and I even have group discussion through YM, me and lobo in Baiduri, Sue in Teratai while Izyan and Dayang in section 7. So its proven technology makes life easy.

i love my class!!!

huhuhuu.....
for me, staying in this class make me proud and lucky to have a lot of friends... i hope after we all have graduate, we will still keep in touch yarr... dgr x kwn2 ahahahahahahaaa....

Sunday 10 August 2008

people change!

so happy to know that somebody are aware about the plastic phenomenal in our class. dont blame others if they changed. just start thinking of ourselves first, then start questioning about others. look, no matter how nice u r pretend to be, how budak kampung u r n how many layers tudung that u r wearing, the bottomline is ur heart. everybody have hidden agenda bt smtimes, the most 'nice looking' person is the real evil!huhu sokay, i like everybody in our class. u all jz play ur own character in this opera. u all taught me so much guys...i'm now a lot stronger than before. i want to be on d top of diz world one day, and i really want to see all of u guys being there as well. anyway...thanks guys 4 colour light up mylife. i'll never 4get everytg u all hv done to me. friends forever!